Eat Rainbows

boohoo its raining

2012-02-18T13:35:00.000+08:00

hi guys! finally free to use the comp to blog! went to USS ytd with Felicia, Jiaxin & Mindy (: I had a great time with them. I sat the roller coaster 5 times -.- the RED Human one twice and the BLUE Cylon one thrice. I love loops and 360 turns! And overcomed my fear of roller coasters i swear. I will blog more when im back! Gonna meet Mindy soon to shop ard and have dinner! will blog more about uss when im backkkkk! xoxo, rachel

IM AGEING

2012-02-16T09:44:00.001+08:00

Ah huh I'm growing old oh noooooo. So I forgot to bring brownies to Raecia, Pamela, Nicolette & Bryan. And someone had to remind me three time :( guilty max. Luckily I brought my pants -.- if not cant work again like last time. Morning took the train and coincidentally met Bryan on the train in the same cabin. :O then met Raecia along and worked for house keeping with pam as well. I was paired with pam and we started cleaning rooms. And I forgot my mask for the later half of work. I almost fainted cus the chemicals were smelly. End work met Mindy to find Miss Loi (: we were both late actually but rched at 730. Chat with them till 9 plus and cabbed home. Miss my show! 995:((((( luckily there's Xinmsn. Oh btw house keeping there's this uncle. I super dislike him. Keep disiao. Seriously go find one aunty stop picking on me. -.- and IM TALLER THAN U K. kns. I don't want see u again :( if not my day was perfectly good! Today never work cus CE canc my work slots zzz. Rest at home loh. Gonna have breakfast with grandparents (: hehe. Have a great Thursday ^^

For the first time

2012-02-13T21:41:00.001+08:00

Hi guys! Work up bright and early today for work at Rise but was full today. Too many workers. So I worked for house keeping today (: was quite fun! Plus no need bun hair and the attire wise is less strict. Me and fel came in t shirts today ^^ and it wrote I am magnificent. (: worked from 10 am to 6 pm. Then had dinner with her. So sorry I cancelled meeting pam today. So as other friends which was suppose to pass them some books. And j as well! I guess work took over me! Tml not working alr since they cancelled my slot confirm :( and and tml is valentine's day? Should so something special. Heh

Ohana means family

2012-02-12T19:53:00.001+08:00

Family means being together (Lilo&stitch)

You may be surprised how much cartoon series actually do teach us inportant morals in yet the simplest ways. Take Lilo and stitch for an example of the my above title. Today was quite a blast. Went to aunt's house for some lunch and then went to grandma's for a visit then j8 for some grocery shopping for dinner. I'm all full now :( oh I forgot! And Haagen daz with family. All the fats :( damnnnnnn worst thing was I was too sleepy to jog today omg -.- today turned out fine however I felt kinda moody over someone. I thought he was different from the rest. But turns out I guess it's not what I think anymore. Time to forget certain things in life and to move ahead. 但是有些人不是说忘了就能当着什么都没发生。oh well, feelings.... I can just get distracted from them. :) I'm not who u think I am I hope. xoxo, chel.

its another weekend

2012-02-11T17:39:00.001+08:00

I have to try this some day LOL.

its a boring saturday and im home the whole day (: had a good rest aft all that work everyday x.x tired of working! althou its only five hours per day, not to mention being bossed ard and carrying heavy stuff with one hand =x okkkkkkk enough procrastination! lets go on to the happy cheerful mood ^^ vday is coming! another exiciting year alone....... ok i've got friends :') thakfully. baking with pamela on monday aft work (: then tuesday im gonna celebrate with.................................................. hehehehe anyway i had the wierdest... wait uhmmm how do u spell that word weird or wierd...i got it! Its spelled as weird. ya super wierd dream and many people were in it! freaky. i love the wind breeze these days! its so windy and the evenings are so much cooler! enjoy your weekends. i'll pause gossip girls for the moment. season 3 shall be watched next week! on the work side.... i booked to work at banquet on fri but realised im going uss -.- siannnnnn ok so yet to try banquet!

i love fridays

2012-02-10T21:18:00.000+08:00

shared with Grace & Fel. yummy & sinful

me and fel getting rdy for work LOL

so cute :( heartmelt

TEEHEEHEE HELLO! :) made a trip to orchard and walked a lot tdy! friday = pay day = near weekend = yay! tml morning gonna wake up exercise i hope :x heh... ok so my legs hurt right now :(

Pizza

2012-02-09T22:24:00.001+08:00

Hi more pics of fel ~ since I see her everyday. And she spy on my phone daily -.- plus twitter. Heh. Anyways, went to bugis and finally got my phone cover. I got cheated today! Sad sad. At j8 front screen protector pink was at $15 then bugis, pink front and back at $20. Then I no choice bought the back at $12. So I spent $52 on phone -.- heart pain okay. That's two days of working :( time to sleep. Awfully tired.

Make me smile.

2012-02-08T22:12:00.001+08:00

Work was tiring although I only work five hours a day! I can't wait to go USS next week (: have been saving up for it! Never fails to motivate me to wrk! Now I need motivation to exercise -.- anyways, I need to master making stronger cappuccino. The cup ends up too full. Then have difficulty bringing it to the customer. There was a passerby who passed by where I worked and asked me where is guardian. I wanted to say I'm not customer service! Haha but I rly didn't know where it was! So she asked my colleague and he didn't know too! ._. I hope my hands don't get some weird foundation-colour glue again. It rly is hard to wash them away. Time to sleep. My head is throbbing. Poor me :( headache!

Careless Rachel.

2012-02-07T22:22:00.001+08:00

I'm so careless today :( I went all the way to work bright and early in the morning and guess what?! I forget to bring my office pants! If I travel back home to get it I'll be late for work, very late. So end up went home. I'll never ever forget man -.- seriously. Bored and sleepy day. Spend the day at grandma's (: hope her leg gets better tml! I need a hair cut real bad! Hair is getting super thick and out of shape :x 995 is nice show on channel 8. Always watch it before I sleep. Hehe I shall sleep early. Cross my fingers to a better day tml. Because today isn't my day. Goodnight ^^ xoxo, chel

Infinity

2012-02-06T21:24:00.001+08:00

Hey I'm blogging thru my phone right now so don't mind the typo! Working this whole week. And today is $10/hr according to my friend. Heart pain I didn't start work at seven instead. :( I changed my phone to a 4s. And I rly want the stitch cover the pink one. Is it stitch's girlfriend? :) Hehe I love pink. Now watching 995 on channel 8. I like action packed shows.

I wish

2012-02-05T22:02:00.014+08:00

im so in love with one direction songs I Wish. I like the lyrics a lot. Many of my friends have entered their desired jcs and of those who didn't get into their desired jc they still have enjoyed their orientation as well as start to like their jc. which is a good thing! soon they will be busy with their jc lives and i'll be left alone..... HAHA NO LA. i'll be forever disturbing them :) and miss them plenty. And some still waiting to go to the poly just like me, lets enjoy our last two months i guess... working LOL. just had steamboat with jiaxin felicia and mindy. and also i had steamboat with jaslyn shuhui peiyi too! all on the same day. Enough of steamboats man seriously! tml last day of cny! time passes by super fast and its alr feb! I wish you knew how i felt. xoxo chel.

Cold wet me

2012-02-02T17:12:00.001+08:00

Ended wrk tdy. Not really good at all tdy. Three things happened which I don't wanna mention. And was raining heavily on my way back home. Reached my grandmother's all wet :( tonight then go home. Sure get flu one. And tml got work again! Oh well~ oh oh btw my photos got one is Felicia with the letter F hahaha. It costed $15 and she didn't wanna buy it. Looks like the F on Facebook. Hehe. And the photo of the cute baby! My grandmother's friend's grand-daughter. She's so cute. running ard at my grandma's place. And the photo on will u be my girlfriend so sweet (: I sincerely hope I tml will be a better day. And...First impression... Are they important?

what's that suppose to mean

2012-01-31T22:01:00.000+08:00

i have finally decided to cancel my appeal of information technology... im actually happy in Customer Relationship & Service management in RP. kinda quarrelled with my parents over such stuff. ytd and tdy isn't such a good day. hope to meet new friends in the poly and do well! took the day off tdy and tml actually cus wanted to nyp to appeal but nah... i kinda like Engineering Informatics in school of infocom but im not quite sure if half of it which is engineering is my cup of tea... oh well... off to gossipgirl now. xoxo, R

confused teenager

2012-01-30T23:37:00.000+08:00

hi im a confused teenager. I got into Customer Relationship & service management in RP as my first choice. and now i've appealed to IT in RP. which i suddenly feel that maybe it isn't my cup of tea. i dont rly know :( my parents.... me.... a poly.... im so so confused. i dont know what i want. fml

close your eyes, enjoy what you have

2012-01-28T21:39:00.000+08:00

and they call me aunty :( sadgirl

up above is photos of me working with jx and fel... cny sure is boring isn't it. enjoy the weekends :)

no inspiration

2012-01-27T22:17:00.000+08:00

i suddenly have no inspiration at all for writing omg....
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went out with fel tdy to j8 for lunch at swensens. Got bored of walking ard j8 so went to vivo. Saw xf & ky thr at the f21. We went ard vivo to shop! bought stuff at daiso... nth much at f21 :( posting results will be out on monday! hope for the best again! Gonna watch gossip girl all the way tonight! Go Blaire & Chuck! sucha nice couple! and once again! Nate, you're so handsome :)

its cny day 2!

2012-01-24T21:03:00.000+08:00

cute nephew Cameron? how to u spell tht! nvm, call him Camy. sucha cute sweetheart.

Hi hello guys! Wonder if there are even readers here. Probably not, :( since my formspring dont have any questions.. above is my nephew, he is so adorable <3 and he's two years old! grow up to be cute, handsome hehe actually u look pretty, like pretty boy hehe. eyes so big big and chubby, u know how i took photos with him? i had to put the sweet he wanted on my phone to take photo! kudos to my photography skill, it isn't front cam eh! its iphone 3gs! collected most my angbaos alr (: banking in the majority! Went visiting day 1 in malaysia and day 2 in sg! tiring! malaysia was so hot and in sg was raining -.- neither weathers were that great. and u know i had phobia of going ppl house cus all they would talke about are 3 things.

this year o levels right? how is it? (or the more kaypo version) eh how many points ah? ( more direct) so O's how? and i only have 2 answers for that, its bad or hehe my net aggregate erm 23 lor. Luckily no one asked my points however the 2nd one....
eh so what sch ah? im like" erm RP lor" all the aunty go what's rp? -.- Republic Poly... then they go like oh, get into poly good lah. then i go like eh results not back yet so poly not confirm. and all their faces go :O ... and i have to stare at my mom and go like (siannnn)
wah grow up le! (or those mean aunty go like) fat alr leh.... abit contradicting sometimes cus some also fat -.- but bo bian since im rly damn fat... then my sis will get comments like wah skinny alr ah,... obviously anyone standing beside me has lost weight -.-

so yep i think im a little overreating but i think most of the time people get curious about you bcus we only meet once. imagine if cny was 3 times a year -.- i know YES THE MONEY... but also the many things you've got to listen. i guess enjoy my childhood... is it still childhood? im gonna turn seventeen this year, i can't believe it. still remember when i was 6, all i ever thought about was how is it like to grow up. yet now, you wouldn't want time to go any further. because twenty is only 3 years away.

Happy Chinese New Year!

2012-01-22T20:39:00.001+08:00

get all the ang paos :D

my fairy pink nails

tell how hot can he be :) Nate in Gossip Girl

Hey happy chinese new year guys! its the year of the dragon! Time passes by so fast. Turning seventeen this year. wow. Have been watching Gossip Girl lately starting right from season one. just gets better season aft season. Got my sis her Big Time Rush-Elevate album which she has been wanting but keep getting out of stock for like weeks and so i finally got her the album(: My ear is currently swollen right now :( it hurts so bad oh no.. hope it gets better tml! will be going malaysia bai nian tml and be back on the same day as well! January is ending so soon, which also means posting results for tertiary education will be out soon. will i be able to get into republic poly? or will the worst just come right before me. have a great nice! Count down till cny. xoxo R

Last friday night

2012-01-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

free waffle stuff thanks to jiaxin!

yummy xiaolongbao

see the pretty orange flowers

my huge nose :(

Hi! Finally end of work for the week! Finished work with Felicia & Jiaxin today, went to orchard to meet Vanessa! Wanted to collect pay but it was pouring oh no :( but fel had her umbrella! yay hehe so she and jx helped me to collect my $$ which i spend almost half today on tops for cny. I need to control :( Then went to f21 at 313, shopped and bought 3 tops there! which cost me $75 after a 10% discount! I really liked this cardigan which jx end up buying! But then it was kinda tight! thanks flabby fat arms. sigh i've got to lose them. as well as the whole entire me! had din tai fung for dinner with them! shared the xiaolongbaos! and jx had the whole six baos to herself! :o dad and mom are back from jap and they bought me this cute wallet! glad they're back! so tired from all that shopping! gonna sleep real soon! goodnight (: btw i seem to see this colleague many many times today, such coincidence :o heh

a day after work

2012-01-17T15:47:00.000+08:00

feel so shag aft work

see the nice fringe(: sadly i cant tie as nice as this anymore:(

my first and probably last double ring. cost me $5 from amk flea

this earings look so cute and irresistable $4 frm amk flea(nebo thr)

and yes my hair has grown LONGER than this woohoo

just came home from work tdy. Only let me work till 12 noon :( i travel so far lemme work leh wlao :( so erm i guess work life and sch life is kinda diff. esp when they looks u in a diff angle like erm maybe eh she only coming 17 useless one lah. or maybe like fat ppl shld carry heavy stuff or else the are useless. or like ee not pretty so ugly then ignore u. or maybe im thinking too much but rly. the biasness is rly there. u can sense it trust me u can. ok so worked with jx tdy and something rly funny happened tdy therefore i am blogging. Was back into the kitchen, then me and jx saw like siewmai. aiya u know buffet very ex mah then all lang fei one the food so we just like took one and popped it in. then the supervisor or chef went like OI directly behind jx with a fierce tone. i siam out a bit then jx SWALLOWED the whole damn siewmai without biting. and yes it was hot too. then her eyes damn big stare at me. pointing at her throat. im like wtf u stuck? i go pour water then we share! damn funny sia. then aft lunch i went home and rest a bit so im now here blogging. hoping to earn about $175 this week? i keep my fingers crossed. sometimes i wish u didnt have moodswings. rly.

Happy birthday Ger!

2012-01-16T19:53:00.000+08:00

Its my sister's birthday today! Happy birthday my dear sister geraldine! I love you (: Hope you like your gifts. So spending my days at my grandma's house. This week im working like all the way till friday. cannot stand the in charge thingy seriously pisses me off. like how bias can someone get? maybe im sensitive? but i basically wait for time to pass by real fast by wiping tables for five hours. Worth it? perhaps. Suddenly regret a little of choosing school of hospitality, im a little pissed by people sometimes but i guess working has to be tough one way or another. so this week im gonna persevere. Hope my parents enjoy their time in jap. Its a lovely place there. miss you guys. Back aches from sleeping on the floor :( this week pls end fast! and movies pls release more and more new ones esp the thrillers. Gonna watch vamp diaries next week the whole series. hope its as good as glee. (: goodnight! and sherman scared me today ._. such an ass rly. and it always happens. hate it when im blur. yet ppl at work think im good at acting at it. what a joke?

its brand new day

2012-01-14T17:23:00.002+08:00

Me and Geraldine also known as my sister (:

I shall enjoy my saturday & sunday before monday work loh! Gonna sleep over at my grandma's. I'll miss my bed! hahaa. I kinda miss you. But the feelings are gonna fate away real soon i know it.

life still goes on

2012-01-13T23:24:00.000+08:00

gonna stay at my grandmother's for a week till fri (: And gonna work whole week next week. Lets enjoy the weekends tml!

there is nothing to choose baby

2012-01-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

I just submit my form. Hope i get the course in Republic Poly with desired course. Went to RP to take a look with ly had some course counselling session. Then we watched The Darkest Hour at Yishun and started scaring ourselves =x laugh like crazy and i enjoyed the movie. Nothing special but its quite short la this movie. Then went home. Your text made me smile today (:

I screwed up

2012-01-10T21:57:00.000+08:00

yellow nails, such a cheerful colour.

This post will be full of regret, full of procrastination and full of sadness. Yup I screwed up my o levels with a 26 points. You have no idea how the thought of suicide took over my head. I'm trying to be honest, I really did thought of it but afterall it definitely isn't worth it at all. I mean who would have thought that shit really did happen in a bad way? I can only say I'm lucky that I have available courses in the poly to continue my studies or probaby MI or ITE. Considering Republic Poly as i probaby am going there. There are more interesting courses there with a wider range of COP. I did regret that I didn't study hard enough although I have to say I really did put in a lot of effort. I mean with my friends helping me along the way I finally passed my amaths with a c6 which was impossible if not for my tutor ms loi (: However I failed my science, sorry ms thong! I really let you down :( A breakdown of my grades English C5 Emaths B4 Amaths C6 Humanities C6 Combined Sciences D7 Chinese B4 POA C6 < Disappointment of a life time! Let down to mr ong! :( I keep crying and crying which doesn't feel good at all. When i woke up in the morning i immediately cried. I know I disappointed many people and myself it was unexpected result as well. Congrats to my dear friend denise with 6 points and to my clique who all has below 20 points for L1R4 (: happy for you. On the other hand I shall move on with life.

results day tml

2012-01-08T18:26:00.000+08:00

me & denise bored on the bus from ngee ann poly to home heh.

see how long my hair is! It shall be longer ~

my bumble bee nails supposedly all like my thumb turns out i cant do it -.-

dont i look like my sister when my hair is up? ok tied up cus the wind is extreemely strong today and my hair kept flying.z

ok so hi guys (: Its result day tomorrow for all GCE O LEVEL students which include me of course. Nervous, Worried, Paranoid, Scared, Afraid, Fear, Excitement (for some), all the feelings im sure everyone has. I probably cant sleep tonight so I guess I'll be up getting all worried sick. I think my nails are awfully ugly esp close up but im so lazy since i repainted them thrice. btw i found this strawberry lipgloss that smells wonderful i shall try it aft i finish my maybelline ny ones for travel. I'll blog about my results maybe tml. pray real hard cus this is the real deal. definitely going to poly cus i cant enter jc most definitely. enjoy the sunday evening! im suppose to head fr a jog but look at the wet floors and rainy unpredictable weather. sigh. have a great night. xoxo

shoes

2012-01-08T01:06:00.000+08:00

Went out today to get some shoes. Bought a really cute pair of shoes. And one more comfortable pair for work. Won't work next week and im collecting my o level results on monday which is tml. Bad feeling about it. I don't like this feeling at all. Feeling scared, worried, paranoid, and come to think of chinese new year where all your relatives will go like how's your results.this sums up three letters F M L . Went to NP and checked it out. Demoralising as the cut off points were extremely low and i got a prelim score of twenty nine points for L1R4 yup nursing is even out. I hope for the very best for my o level results. Either bad news or good news i'll still blog about it and my thoughts on where i should go soon after. For now, shall enjoy the rather peaceful and pleasant night. goodnight.

working life

2012-01-07T00:05:00.000+08:00

me and felicia preparing for work heh.

i like Denise's phone (:

braids! Thanks Denise! Aren't they pretty ?

hehe.

Hey hello! Its been a while since i blogged! Been really busy with work lately. Working at mbs, first day at sky park and subsequent in rise restaurant. Great experience but once i got home i fell asleep immediately! Was really tired! so this week earned quite a bit! Its happy when you finally get to earn some $$$ Then went to get pay and all and met Denise & Hannah to have dinner at KFC. tried the new fish and chicken box? Didn't finish :( too much. Then went to Nanyang poly open house. Was kinda normal school and am considering there. Probably would end up there. Tml im going ngee ann to take a look. Time to replenish my sleep! Goodnight (: My poor feet hurts so bad :(

Shopping spree

2012-01-02T23:04:00.002+08:00

Went to 313 & bugis today with Hannah & Denise. Had starbucks then shop shop. Went to F21 and bought 2 tops and a cute hairband. Then bugis bought envelope dark brown, and some accessories. Then at starbucks made a vid (: its kinda silly. Enjoyed my day today. had pasta mania for dinner then head home. tml i start work so time to sleep!

first day of 2012

2012-01-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

yes i pierced my ears :) Pink stud.

black pepper fish @astons

Hi hello guys! My first day of 2012 and I finally got my ears pierced. A day I will remember :) heh at goldheart. ok so family and me went to 313 today shopping then airport for dinner at astons. yummy food esp their mushroom soup. got home like now and got bored. so i painted my toes light blue close to white. Blog shopping, planning to buy this jacket with the help of jx. Hope i can fit lol if not jialat lor hais. =x so january 1st Happy birthday Grace! she's finally sixteen! haha. gonna start work on tuesday with some friends at mbs. Hope it'll be fun.

2011 to 2012

2011-12-31T16:24:00.000+08:00

hey supposedly gonna upload a vid cus im soooo lazy to type but internet came crashing down always when uploading. 2012 is gonna be a whole new year where i turn seventeen, sounds pretty old but young at heart (: tml marks the year of the dragon and soon fate decides which school i'm gonna go. New Years Resolutions 2012 (not in any order of importance)

Happiness. I want my family, friends & everyone to be happy. Happiness is a gift that can't be bought. It is something I guess that could bring up wonderful smiles.
Save money. Lots of it and grab some clothes for cny and spoil myself a little when I want to.
Grow taller and lose weight. I know most girls would probably have this in their list. I really really want this so badly, I'll have to work for it!
O level results. In about 2 weeks, I'm gonna get my o level results. I don't aim for fantastic results. Just enough for me to get into nyp & my desired course. Have this deep feeling I'm not gonna do well. So I hope I get good grades.
Health. Nothing is more important than this. If this is gone I think nothing is possible really.

yup so thats all actually. This year is no different from any other year. Don't really have any special someone to celebrate with. :') where's prince charming? haha. So have a smooth year ahead and enjoy the count down tonight! You know aft watching the movie New Years Eve I think its cool to celebrate new year in new york times square. It'd be awesome. However I'll be spending the midnight with the tv and probably the phone. Enjoy 2011 because 2012 is gonna be greatttttt. Love you guys. :-)

the one that got away

2011-12-30T21:13:00.000+08:00

I took these pretty photos overseas :) pretty? i love my camera. I went to the doctor's again for the third time. My tonsilitis is horrid, never go away. 2011 is gonna end soon, I think its rather quick this year. sucha life changing year, u have the stressful o levels and my sis her psle. She's done rather well for psle, how about me? Who doesn't want to do exceptionally well? I just want to reach my aims thats all, hell yeah impossible thinking about it. sadworriedparanoidgirl95. Watching xing zhou zhi ye now! goodnight.

if time could be a gift

2011-12-29T23:23:00.000+08:00

This is me and felicia hehe. if time could be a gift i would gift wrap it and save it for the last bit of 2011, enjoy the moment. Before 2012 kicks in and before you know it, the o levels results are gonna be released. I dont rly like this :( Went for interviews today I hope I get calls this week. And also im still sick! my throat still isn't feeling any better so tml im gonna see the doctor again for the third time -.- more medicine and more cost. sadgirl. i have spend christmas in such a sad health please let my new year be a great and pleasant one. Wanna catch Sherlock Holmes tml maybe. (: goodnight.

Merry Christmas hohoho.

2011-12-25T15:51:00.000+08:00

bought some gifts for some people but didn't get a chance to give them out cus im sick. & i wanted to post a vid but i think i'll save it for New Year maybe? Anyway Merry Christmas everybody :) Have a great day. Enjoy your special day with family, friends and loved ones. And those alone, no worries. On the television, it'll be entertaining your throughout! have a great time of the year! xoxo

wish list

2011-12-24T22:53:00.000+08:00

Lets make x mas a little exciting. All I want for christmas is you ~ you know that song? such a great song :) but no all i want for christmas is a healthy family, me & my friends. On top of that I dont wanna cry awful load of sad tears for my o levels results in 2 weeks time. I hope to cry with joy :) either way i'll still be crying. But i hope for a good cause. Have been sleeping, using comp, and eating because im sick and about to die..... k no im joking. choi choi im alive & kicking. so yeah now the comp is rather boring and all so im blogging. i know no one sees this shit its a lot quiet down here. My formspring is quiet mad. no questions for months which i think dont put also fine. its gonna be christmas in 1 hour 7 mins. Have a good one guys! whereas for me, im sick and got to stay in bed and home all day. totally sucks. sighhhhh. goodnight (: i guess some people change for the better, other for the worst. What matters is when they find out its for the worst, do something about it.

so is this real?

2011-12-24T11:48:00.000+08:00

was looking thru online & i found this on a website acupofmilk.com thanks btw! gonna credit this website. Pretty complicated mrt line i must say. But i would really appreciate if there rly was a line at thomson as well as sembawang to changi airport. looking at the lines pretty scared. As what the website says the blind would need help travelling & all. My sore throat hurts so bad. fever last night was unbearable. called to get slots for job and they only had night slots. rediculous much? so much for waking up early. Sick person calling here aiya no one cares anyway over work.

sick

2011-12-23T19:34:00.000+08:00

woke up at 5 am and was shivering. I knew i had fever so i popped panadol but still felt sick. Went to the doctor's with my mom and doc said i have tonsilitis & fever ._. wts means cannot go out on christmas :( i cant be sick on christmas :( that sucks. sigh. suppose to bake today but i guess i got it cancelled as well. Hope i'll feel much better aft lots of sleep. At the rate of me eating & sleeping & eating & sleeping... im bound to grow fatter. And i hate myself for not exercising when im sick. its a cool & rainy day. pls bring down my temp :( 38.4 is quite scary. enough of :( sadness! Its time to talk about Christmas. I guess the way I celebrate it is slightly different from everyone else. I dont have a christmas tree to decorate or turkey for dinner but i do catch a couple of shows on channel5 it rly brings out the festival cus all the shows are about the season. And for presents, every year the ones who receives the most parents would have to be my parents. I know it sounds pretty weird cus usually children gets the most presents but yeah its my parents. and i get to open them. the best part is ripping it apart to see whats inside their presents! I rarely get gifts though. & this year could be worse. & my job delay again. Then outings with friends delay again. arg it sucks when you're sick. off to bed soon. I need some rest.

a fariy tale

2011-12-22T21:31:00.000+08:00

concrete proof i held an owl before and i love the sea (: photos from aus quite some time back.

Today stayed at home all day! Has sinful chicken rice for brunch. Went for a jog in the evening then dinner & tangyuan for the night! dongji! I'm gonna bake tml and maybe celebrate early christmas with jiaxin and maybe vanessa, if she comes. Hopefully santa sees me as a good girl and i get my little gifts in my christmas eve post!! heh.

Spread Love

2011-12-21T22:35:00.000+08:00

hi guys, went to watch mission impossible: Ghost Protocol. It was so cool & awesome. And i love GVmax. Its so huge & i just love catching movies there. Went to watch it with Peiyi & Jaslyn today. If only Liying could come today! Haven't see her for a long time. I prepared christmas gifts and cards for many people :) Went to daiso today and got a really cute red box and i rly love it! I shall sleep early today (:goodnight!

I am back

2011-12-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

Malaysia was okay. Bought this huge pink bag that was on seventypercent off. Huge sale I couldn't miss it. I went to cityhall today and got myself a pair of shoes from Rubi at $10. There were $5 ones but I didn't rly like them. And they were comfortable too so I bought a pair together with Vanessa. Then had fries from Rock & Ash. Such an awesome place for storage of fats once a while. Speaking of fats, I really need to get moving. I know i said it like a million times that even Jiaxin knows it like the back if her hands but this time I'm really determined and its gonna be tough because I'm the size of a elephant :( btw im not those who are like really skinny and acceptable then say they are overweight like wtf. It could really piss me off at times when girls aren't happy even if they're averagely sized if you get what i mean. However I'm really overweight and its severe so yeah well everyone has their expectations or two but sometimes its better to be happy the way you are. Not for my case though. Its rather complicated oh gosh. Gonna catch Alvin & The Chipmunks 3 tml. These days im spending money like water and not started work. I hope I can get slots this Saturday for next week! gonna catch some vids then head to bed. goodnight!

Will be back on Monday!

2011-12-15T22:44:00.000+08:00

Hi I'm going to Malaysia tml and i'll be coming back on monday :) Miss me yo. heh

ten days to christmas

2011-12-15T01:16:00.000+08:00

& what do you wish for?

Hi, kinda excited for my job. I am watching Ellen DeGeneres vids on YouTube. It is so awesome, I just watch them for hours. She is just so so funny! And so it is getting a little boring on my page (or it alr is for the past few years) sigh. Pimple outbreaks can ruin a girl's life so bad. And it always happens when like you're gonna head out tml or you know some events and stuff. Bad times. Updated my poor 3GS with os 5 which took me 5 hours. I lost all my apps and its sort of like a brand new phone...not. so its ten days to christmas! It too bad we don't rly celebrate christmas here. I wanna go to New York and spend my christmas there sometime! Maybe experience snow on this special occasion of christmas and even decorate a tree for real at home! Then you get to spend the day outside with snow! Its sad that my sg does not snow rly! So could i wish for the equator to shift? It'll never happen. So I guess its gonna be me and my family at home catching movies on channel 5 as usual on christmas. Its my favourite festival besides New Year. Gonna head out to buy some office pants and perhaps skirt later on in the afternoon and finally meet Alicia! Which reminds me , n level results are released on the 19th if im not wrong! All The Best guys (: Shall head to bed soon! I would like to go to the Ellen show sometime when i'm older! Its kinda impossible :( goodnight, sleep time!

Cold rainy nights.

2011-12-12T20:59:00.000+08:00

me and my sister fooling around with ipad lol! I found a job with Jiaxin! Now i need to find some shoes and clothes. Tml I'm gonna apply for it, before i head on my next trip overseas. Need to get my sister's new Big Time Rush album that she's crazy for and i have to get it from town. if i can't find it i think angry dao... probably not fated lol! Luckily sg quite small traveling at most an hour or so. But still if only it happened like in shows, personal chauffer. Woah that feels so good.... in my dreams. Oh back to reality, i almost drifted lol!

eclipse

2011-12-11T00:17:00.000+08:00

credits to shinrong. didn't catch this though. looks cool doesn't it? thanks sr ^^

Nothing beats weekends

2011-12-10T21:39:00.000+08:00

Finally weekends , where i get to spend time with my family. Went to Suntec today, didn't do much. walk walk then shopping but nothing rly caught my eye. Then went to j8 for dinner at Sakae Sushi. Currently sync-ing my phone. updating to os5 i scared all my data all gone :( Catching glee tonight again. Super good show! have a good night guys.

some day I'll stop looking back

2011-12-09T22:49:00.000+08:00

i want my hair to grow to this length now!!!

cus currently its this length.

ohheyhello! this week i've done few things. Made chocolate truffles which apprently failed. and microwave brownies. Swear they taste better when oven baked. Shopping turns out to be kinda mission impossible because firstly no sale and secondly nothing to buy. Was hunting for a wallet today but there was not one that caught my eye. so i catched movies. Catched New Years Eve. 3/5 stars probably. And Breaking Dawn was a total disappointment really! i think 2.5/5 these are just how i rate them according to how i feel. Apple of my eye not bad 4/5 Next im gonna catch Already Famous. Mayve Arthur Christmas? and in the mid december Sherlock Holmes, Mission Impossible, Chipmunks. hehe movie marathon. I have to mention vivo GV is so awesome. Huge Spacious Comfortable ttm rly. time to catch glee season3. heh have a great night.

would you stop and take a look at me right now.

2011-12-07T19:02:00.000+08:00

Today was more like an experiment to a baking session at Denise's house. Made Chocolate Truffles and Brownies microwaved. Yes, microwaved. I know its suppose to look dry because it is. Ironically, I still made it. Although I'm quite sure that a mixer & oven would do a better job. Then went to thomson to return Glee cds. Lazy to catch Glee season 3 online because there's time limit on megashare & my wifi sucks therefore it loads extremely slow like a snail crawling. I think I should update this everyday because I am just so bored that i stare at the ceiling doing nothing everyday. Seriously, o levels was too busy and now its too free. Regarding job hunting, I kinda give up. Because I'm heading Malaysia next week for fun. Maybe January to April, I'll hunt a job right down. Gonna slurp some noodles down right now, I'll update photos soon. Can't wait for friday (: Shopping makes every girl happy. (okay just me)

Eight ∞

2011-12-04T20:53:00.000+08:00

was group chatting with girls. Discussing some stuff (: I can't wait! I can't sit down these days -.- anyway catching breaking dawn tml with vanessa. Wanna watch Famous soon, anyone? haha. Gonna catch my glee on megashare.info abit slow -.- but aiya can watch good enough. goodnight all !

Varsity jackets

2011-12-02T22:18:00.001+08:00

any offers to find these? So pretty :( pics from google.

Holidays.

2011-12-02T10:48:00.001+08:00

So what have you guys been doing during the holidays? I know everyone around me got a job and all but I'm still searching. :( see the photo of like a door bell? It's the lights. At my cousin's house. All the light switches are like those bells. :) pretty. Went out a whole ytd to catch a movie with ly and jas. Apple of my eye is such a good show. I catched it on the last day and it's still full house. So ended up second row. -.- neck pain can. It's a rainy day today. Hmmms I need a bean bag. Together with my tv, it'll be good for survival ? :) haha.

im back from aus!

2011-11-28T19:37:00.000+08:00

I love sunsets. im back from aus guys! i saw many things i didn't get to see in sg. Like glowing blue bats in the dark, they look like fireflies but the lights are blue. Imagine how pretty they were! Then i saw many many stars, i could not count them! Yeah so now im back. Stayed 3 days in a hotel and the rest in my cousin and aunt's house. They have huge houses. One of my cousin drive car like a boss. I swear i damn scared aft sitting in the front seat, very scary. Bought havaianas slippers, a pair of shoes, little gifts for friends as well! Got a pack of uno cards and yes! its spongebob! I love spongebob as well, true fan! See my shirt! Also Spongebob! Thanks to my cousin i got it free. How nice. My trip to aus was great. It feels good to be back home really! Did i mention im so in love with Glee now. i seriously love glee. Rented season 1 and im gonna rot at home and watch it all day (: I can't wait to catch breaking dawn too (: Time to bathe, goodbye and have a great night y'all (:

In Australia

2011-11-20T15:25:00.001+08:00

I'm at my aunt's house now in Melbourne . It's so awesome. The beautiful seaview. I love it here. My dream house. I miss many people from sg :(

MIA

2011-11-16T13:52:00.001+08:00

Hi, will be in Australia on vacation. back on the 27th yo. Miss me lots.xoxo
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can't wait to catch breaking dawn and many movies when i'm back! :) will update soooon when there's wifi. miss sg lots as well my friends. takecares.

what you mean to me

2011-11-16T00:19:00.001+08:00

I miss how close we used to be, maybe it wasn't anything to you at all but it was to me. I keep thinking over and over again. I miss you, miss your voice miss your calls miss your text miss your face

I'll be heading to australia tml! Hope it'll be fun! Happy Birthday Jaslyn (: Hope you like your early celebration at snow city! So i went to snow city with Liying Jaslyn & Peiyi! Standing from amk all the way to jurong east. Then see see science centre and snow city was quite fun! The huge snowman was so cute! wanted to bring it home! Then went to causeway point shop shop and dinner at pasta mania! Then i mrt from woodlands to bishan thankfully sitting down. My legs hurt a lot today! Morning had a jog with yh and then j8 met jx fel eq pam! They looked so formal and i looked .... -.- disgrace. ok anyway then chat a bit i went home. everyone in a holiday mood le. Enjoy (:

O LEVELS IS OVERRRRR

2011-11-14T22:59:00.000+08:00

i painted my nails like some galaxy-like black. looks so into-space-like. YES THE LONG AWAITED DAY HAS ARRIVED. o levels is over, OVER OVERRRR BABEH. Its time to party like who cares! so like im flying on wednesday (: let me enjoy my holidays! me love! wooo

mesmerised

2011-11-13T18:25:00.000+08:00

been writing some letters for some friends that perhaps its a goodbye. sigh.
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ok so tml is my last paper congrats to me heh. LAST PAPER SCIENCE MCQ PLS MAKE ME DO WELL :(

Take my hand

2011-11-12T17:49:00.000+08:00

Had BBQ at mindy's house ytd or so i spent my 11.11.2011 with girls. Had fun. Slept at three am and woke up and nine am.... barely enough sleep but i didn't feel tired... so weird. Woke up had mac for breakfast and head down to novena for some science tuition. Aft that met vanessa for lunch and all. Now im home and all wet. Thanks to the rainy rain :( Im so gonna finish my Love Recipe right now and move on to full blast science real quick. Been having strange dreams lately, could not remember them sadly. I'm looking forward to some movies. I'm gonna catch TINTIN, Happy Feet 2, Breaking Dawn, and many many more! but first i'll be overseas so mia-ing in sg soon. time to get off this comp goodbye all !

its a special eleven eleven special.

2011-11-11T15:07:00.000+08:00

such a nice day its 11.11.2011 Friday and im blogging with a pleasant weather. Its sort of like its gonna rain but it isn't. This thunder has been grumbling since half an hour ago. Gonna head to mindy's for bbq with my babes all seven of them in the photo. Please don't rain, be on our side pleaseeee. Currently listening to justin bieber's new album songs , its so christmassssy i like. Can't wait for christmas , if only it snows here omg i'll love it. watching Love Recipe 料理情人夢 gonna finish it real soon. hehe, gonna meet vanessa soooon. Anyway Happy birthday Raecia twinnnn and Happy Birthday mummmy i love you always forever be my young and caring mummy. ikr words u wanna hear :-* Hope u like my buckets of chocolate love hehehe. Had a good sleep till ard 12 noon so i missed my 1111 in the morning, thankfully there are second chances. Need to start stuyding for my sci mcq alr! I'm getting way to distracted really. ok off to meet van van van vanessa :) byeguys. Typed with showers of luv. teehee

i wish you knew

2011-11-10T16:50:00.000+08:00

chinese done:) more photos fr tml bbq ? seeya.

Chinese o levels tml

2011-11-09T22:11:00.001+08:00

I better improve omg C5 is shit. So tml is gonna be my Chinese o levels exams and I'm like gonna sleep soon. Just a short update before I sleep. I want 14 November to come right now. Wanna end my o's real quick so I can relax as in really relax without a heavy stone feeling in my heart. Come to think of it when January comes I'll still crash. So I guess might as well enjoy aft 14 th. Also I'm kinda excited for Christmas. Any exchanges this year? :) I guess it's a long way till december. Hehe goodnight everyone. Tml will be better.

hi im back to blogging officially

2011-11-07T19:09:00.000+08:00

So like i spent days and days slacking. Cant seem to even hit my books. There's chinese and comb science mcq left. I cant wait till o's to end ♡. Now currently catching 料理情人夢. i'll blog again soon. :) Till then xoxo.chel

The world is tough

2011-11-06T23:14:00.001+08:00

Went to orchard today and had some fun. There's a bunch of lovely roses that appeared in my house living room today (: they smell fragrant! Haha had some pancakes for breakfast then went out all th way. As if o level ended which isn't the case sadly! Any job recommendations anyone? Haha leave it in my form spring (: anything ask me there there. I'd me delighted to answer some questions. So I can't wait for breaking dawn which ultimately will rock my 2011 which such an awesome
Movie. Gonna sleep right now. Feeling all sleepy already. Goodnight (:

my mind can't stop thinking about you.

2011-11-05T17:39:00.000+08:00

I'll be blogging often. Its self-declared war is over. But i've got chinese & science mcq left. Pretty much know what my o level results are alr. probably 20 points ._. retake? sigh. seriously i can't go anywhere! suggestions pls. sighhhh , not gonna find a job i shall slack once the hols officially begin. now webcamming with jaslyn. Her hair is epic now (Y) ok so few things to do today which is relax and sleep more. Probably study for my sciences all the way tml. oh pls get me 15 points for o's :( i rly rly want it badly. sigh there's probably not much to do.

Tomorrow is the day.

2011-11-03T14:54:00.001+08:00

Yup tomorrow is only one frigging paper. Woah I'm gonna love it tml. I'm not satisfied with any of my papers. No As currently. I'm so afraid. My English is gonna be the biggest worry. I had poa papers today. They're fine but I'm not goof enough for an A1. I'm gonna make myself prepare for the worst. Probably retaking. Cus I'm rly bad. Like 20 plus points I estimate. As quoted from mindy her #lifesucks. I'm gonna add on the #lifesucksforever. Hahaha. As i flip open the NP booklet 23 points is the last cut off and it's engineering. -.- damn it. Ok so I'm gonna nap zzzz I've had only five hours sleep or less a day this week. Mad. So I had some yummies with Jaslyn liying Peiyi today. Can't wait for tml rly! :)

Stuck in the midst of giving up.

2011-11-01T22:44:00.001+08:00

It's geography and physics paper tml. And I don't like the feeling of this. It's just this week. Endure Rachel. I'm feeling all depressed and irritated. Can't seem to concentrate for geography. I rather go to sleep now but if I rly do I'm not gonna catch balls for anything tml. What to do. I crave chocolate milk for gc nw :(

Emaths down.

2011-10-29T12:13:00.001+08:00

E maths was a total let down. I didnt get my A and I know it really. I can't afford any mistakes next week. And next week all two papers a day which I'll probably faint before you know it. I would really dread the day my results are back. So far English answers are up so as e maths. But my next paper is gonna be a maths and chemistry. Two weakest subjects. Wish me the best. Here's photos of cupcakes mindy got from this shop (: sells pleasant cupcakes and it looks pretty. Enjoy.

English, down.

2011-10-25T18:15:00.001+08:00

I miss my old hair really :( I shouldn't have cut my hair. Sigh. Please just grow back to the better state. English paper composition was kinda shocking to me cus I couldnt decide on what to write. And the situational was pretty tough since there wasn't points to elaborate. Comprehension vocabulary was like ._. wth is zenith or spellbound? -.- blame it on me not being a wide reader. All I can do now is pray. So damn hard I get a cute grade. LOL. Now concentrate on math. I swear my eyes can close any minute right now. But my hair isn't drying. Justin bieber's new song mistletoe is actually not bad! Really. Back from so much tuition with mindy. Man, I'll miss my tuition times aft o's. Twentyfour hours is never enough I swear.

I'll miss deyi ಠ_ಠ

2011-10-22T20:04:00.001+08:00

Mindy

my clique

beloved

Wanting

Xinfang

Noel

Vuttichai

Alicia

Eugene

Raecia

LONG AWAITED GRADUATION PHOTOS. Well here's some of them. Finally online after a while. i'll be blogging thru my phone sometime thru the three weeks to o's. IM SO AFRAID OF EL. :( back to study time. before i get carried away online somewhere. Caught a flu and doctor gave me antibio again. Hope to feel much better before el paper. now its gonna be sleep study sleep study sleep sleep... ooops. heh. :D

Light up success.

2011-10-21T17:12:00.001+08:00

Currently in a terrible sick mode. I'm sick like mad. And el paper is on Monday. Please get me well ASAP :( doing this math question that piss me off. -.- seriously numbers make me shiver. Now is a great weather to sleep and rest but each time I close my eyes is an hour nearer to o levels. That fear never fails to keep me going.

Science practical.

2011-10-20T18:45:00.001+08:00

So combined science practical today. Pretty interesting. When I first saw the retort stand I was like holy shit is titration coming out. Then I saw the styrofoam cups and said to myself probably not. Yup the shit loads of exam stress is gonna be back once again. I need to mug harder for my combined humanities. Kept feeling like sneezing today. Don't like that feeling where you want to sneeze but you can't. Its raining it's pouring right now. Should I take a short nap? Next week is gonna be el and e maths. I'm kind a worried because next next week is gonna be hell.

I am on my way to believing.

2011-10-17T10:27:00.001+08:00

I'm not mentally nor physically prepared for my o's. Yeah I'm afraid and that has only two outcomes. Don't want to mention them because I'm gonna change things. If I'm really gonna get 20 over points for o levels then I guess it's a matter of the way I look at things. But if I reach my aims I'm gonna be so happy. Therefore I must reach my aims. It's study or die situation. Fret not, RACHEL's gonna do it.

Graduation day.

2011-10-15T14:14:00.001+08:00

I've graduated officially. No longer a deyian. Feels so different. Secondary 4 already and it doesn't feel like it at all. I remembered when I first stepped into deyi. The school just feel like a stranger. Time just flies so fast that in a wink of an eye, this school became my second home. The many friends I made, the many wonderful teachers I've met. The problems I faced, made me strong just as today. Graduation yesterday was filled with laughter, strong atmosphere within. I'll miss 406 very much. Now it's a battle with time for o levels. It's next week Thursday and the battle starts with a science practical. I hope for smooth sailing. And wish everyone the best for o's. Keep fighting , generation 2011 (: shine will be remembered.

RIP Steve jobs.

2011-10-06T16:53:00.001+08:00

Life is just so unpredictable. Just as successful as you are, just seems so unsure of where to go it just ends. Perhaps we all would be successful one day in one's perspective. Could just be a simple aim such as being happy. Today school was okay. Next week is the last week cus we all are graduating. So fast and 2011 is such a fast year. Two years back felt as though o's is the last thing I'll ever think of. And right now it's just 14 days away from my practical. Stress is the word.

One is the universe and only you

2011-10-03T22:27:00.001+08:00

I'm so tired and really tired. Had NEBO with friends today. Studied a little there (: today seems like a good day. And I'm really tired. But there's never-ending work and revision as always. When school homework is done, there's tuition work. When that's done, revision for humanities. Off to do some socialstudies now! Goodnight and sleep tight everyone!

You make me ponder every night.

Picnic anyone?

2011-10-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

picnic with girls. jx fried rice was not bad hmmms :-) eq brought fruits, others brought crackers. I brought sandwiches , cheese egg and ham ones. didnt do any work today guilty max. sigh

Keep calm and keep studying.

2011-09-29T20:08:00.001+08:00

Hi. I'm blogging thru the wonderful iPhone app now so my typing is gonna be really formal and all. Feels like typing a really long sms so someone. Prelims are over and I'm suppose to work extremely hard for my o levels because it's rather important to me. Nyp talk today was rather interesting. This new course on business intelligence and analytics was quite captivating. Yup I would like to aim business related courses. Np sp or nyp are my school of choice. Just came back from jx's house. Studying wasn't productive at all. Wasted time. Sigh. Very unhappy about my grades. I'm gonna work on it. Funny my teacher went like saying who blogs nowadays when everyone has a Facebook. I raised my hand and said well I did. :)

look down, look upon.

2011-09-23T23:51:00.000+08:00

I guess in life, i get looked down pretty much. Not as if i had a choice. What choice do i have when my grades are just so below average? At least i do reality checks , yeah im not so great. Are you? what position do u have to even judge me? i mean yeah good school , top school. You know what beats grades? Being complacent , being too too confident. I mean confidence is one thing , too much is just off the shelf. u know what i mean? I mean its like in life yes people are all judgemental. Hell yeah im procrastinating like a bitch but guess what? I'll make sure i'll beat you. Prove you wrong. YES YOU. Went to jiaxin's house to mug bright and early. And im sick , down with throat infection. With fever , gosh i mean i had a fever ytd , went up to a 38.1 went i went to the doctor's alone. -.- 2 days mc , yeah thats how bad it was. now im feeling better ^^ My grades are currently depressing. like totally . well now webcamming with jaslyn (: nights .

ignorance is never an option

2011-09-22T13:53:00.000+08:00

hey hello. yup im not in sch today because im sick. throat infection :( sigh. why of all days i must be sick today?!?! i shall sleep and rest all the way like a koala? regarding my grades. Im not doing well. 阳光天使 is so so good. but my head hurts. cant watch it :( sigh. shall sleep. hmmm english C6 Emaths E8 Amath F9 (shrugs)Humanities E8 Chinese idk:( POA i also dk probably B4 Science C6. look at the numbers . all so huge. how am i ever gonna get what i want for o's???? GG.COM

Everyone forgets me.

2011-09-18T11:35:00.000+08:00

late photos from the last time we went out. hmmms.
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watching 阳光天使 now. so addicting y'knw????? wuzun is mad hot and super cute. WUZUN CRAZE IS BACKKKK REAL SOON. (: monday prelims end! the mock on tuesday -.- life gets so much better. 2011 is so so so hectic. Its SEPTEMBER ALREADY. which is the end of the year soon. SO QUICK. hmmms i shall watch my show now heh enjoy your weekends till the last drop !

domokun day

2011-09-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

nex makes me spoilt for choice. Prelims almost all done. with o levels about a month away, and im still here wasting time -.- stress level rises. btw catched smurf. So cute LALALALALALALALALA. stuck in me head. then that stpd jx say put ringring tone. irritated her to death??! Thanks ally for your free tix. love u babe. Feels so tired everyday sleep late wake up early. dont know how i managed to even survive this week. but i guess im getting used to it. its like life has changed drastically. though i need my constant motivation from deep down sometime, guess i cant for o's to end. its about 32 days away to sci pract. and mon is my mock pract. wish me luck! i need to space out time in my time tables soon. too much things on hand. I need a cashbook too! record how i spend. these days im sucking money like a boss :( not a good thing at all .so all at control for now. bye and have a great night!

early sixteenth birthday

2011-09-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

thanks so much for the presents. glad for the 7 of you to accompany me and celebrate my early birthday with me:). i love all the wonderful cards and presents from all of u. Swensens uncle was pretty nice too wasn't he? haha. I made three wishes as i blew my candle today. I hope they all come true. more photos but not uploaded to fb yet. that's all for now. bye , for now.

Happy Teacher's Day

2011-09-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

a day to meet up with primary sch friends. Well, i met two of close ones. Im glad we've been friends so far. on youtube catching up on the best songs by Sam Tsui. He's rly good . And Maddi Jane. Talent , people are just so talented. what's mine?

See the large picture.

2011-08-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

You meet someone. You two get close. It's all great for awhile. Then someone stops trying. Talk less. Awkward conversations. The drifting. No communication whatsoever. Memories start to fade. Then that person you know becomes that person you KNEW. That's how it usually goes, right? Sad isn't it. -tumblr.

hey guys, let's be realistic. I'm sure everyone has different personalities and to actually get along with strangers or even become friends, its actually the best things that happens. This is why this post goes out to all my friends. They've been great. I've got great listeners, those gossip queens, those protective lovable ones, and those who truly are able to understand me deep down. I guess i probably met the best people i could meet in life. Its truly a long way ahead of life and im sure i'll meet more people. But right now, I'll cherish what i have. Because friends have been a great part of me. So to all my friends out there, you're great no matter what.

lazy days uh oh.

2011-08-26T15:31:00.000+08:00

wangzi ftw <3 i'll always love you hehehe huge fan .

ten things i find useful from icanreadtumblr.com (:

hey guys , its sort of a holiday for me today since i didn't have sch today. i'm looking so forward for such a long holiday haha like almost two weeks. Teacher's day is arriving ~ shall hunt down gifts for some teachers that deserve them heehees. totally fell asleep till eleven or so , had yummy breakfast and sat down using comp as well as organising my worksheets. Afterall, it is depressing seeing all the math worksheets undone-.- and so made lunch for myself. Jap curry was a complete disaster cus i bought the wrong kind and microwaved it , turns out you get sort of dry broth , it doesn't even look like sauce ! and so in an hours time im heading for tuition. Catch y'all later <3 ♥♥

it is no doubt tiring to lead a life

2011-08-25T19:06:00.000+08:00

My life currently.

old photos to sum up what's been like for the last eight months. Afterall , life's always just so tiring ain't it? Everything just so fragile, cherishing is just so last minute. I wonder why. I cherish my final moments with my classmates for the last two months till the very end for o levels. I wonder if i can rly do it , yeah i doubt myself. I just finished my prelims for English, Emaths, Humanities-geog & ss, and i feel so brainwashed. I hope I pass everything this time. Sometimes i feel that studying could be easy if my brain was pratically a sponge. That way , absorbing would never be a problem. However, I guess there are times to relax as well. No school tml. Prelims continue aft the hols. Next event, teacher's day and aces day work out! shall i head out to study tml? Rachel shall focus all the way to o levels. _Meanwhile .. watching shows now -.- such a loser to temptations much. had a great walk with Pam , Jiawen, Jiaxin, Vanessa, Eeqing. Its been long since i enjoyed time out with my friends. show time !

I'm on my way to brighter days.

2011-08-13T23:17:00.000+08:00

studied with vanessa & jiaxin today. i rly wish there's no such feeling as tired so i can do work 24/7 . i love saturday and sundays really. because they replenish my sleep real bad! updating my tumblr now as well as twitter :) life still goes on no matter what !

really tired

2011-08-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

exhausted cus every friday i have math & sci tuitions :( AND ENGLISH ORALS IS NEAR omg. chinese results so fast coming !!! ahhhh life is like so ... nono... too fast alr . pls rewind . sigh sigh , study all the way now its the last 50m yes? :')

Happy 46th birthday Singapore !

2011-08-09T12:12:00.000+08:00

I <3 SG ! hehe . Happy national day guys . guess i'll be celebrating by watching tv tonight or rather studying with jaslyn? btw catched drunken to love you yesterday . awesome show. the guy is srsly hot haha. its a long "holiday" cus there's sort of monday , tues , and then wednesday . i wish school started in the afternoon in air conditioned rooms and small classes. :D sounds more like art schools eh? but actually almost 16 years of my life i woke up at 6 in the morning , so i guess i didn't waste life did i? ;) my phone's a bitch really , hanging at the wrong times. sigh . chinese o's results coming out real soon and im planning to retake it.

a little something

2011-08-08T16:05:00.000+08:00

happy 18th anniversary mom & dad . i love you . happy national day soon as well . update more tml (:

collecting your jar of hearts

2011-08-03T16:57:00.000+08:00

hey guys miss me? haha. night study has started alr but im lazy to go omg . im terribly tired to my wits end :( o levels pls be good to me . hehe i shall watch my shows i've missed for today. rest day = yay . off to watch alr i'll post when im gna mia rl soon cus its august alr . i hope i can improve in my prelims and not disappoint myself. jiayou rachel! you can do it .... right? :)

Enjoy weekends .

2011-07-30T13:30:00.000+08:00

late photo from shuhui's birthday :) . i miss going for parties.

band is over. a full stop.

2011-07-29T23:23:00.000+08:00

band grad night was great .

photos to keep this place a little alive?

2011-07-13T18:12:00.001+08:00

late photos very very late but i didnt put them up on my blog ! 99 days to o levels alr and i've got to study now .... ian leaving alr :( my class will be a total of 37 people left. sigh . realised that every class i go , someone just leaves . i'll miss everyone after secondary school life . right now , i just have to do well . by all means thats is. a few videos to catch before i start studying tonight . hehe rest time . bye guys , blog again soon!

hectic first week at sch

2011-07-01T21:08:00.000+08:00

Don’t let yourself be weighed down by what other people think, because in a few years, in a few decades, or in a few centuries, that way of thinking will have changed. Live now what others will only live in the future.-Paulo Coelho

felt as thou i attended sch for weeks when sch only just opened to be exact . tough times , three more months and its all gonna be over on 14 nov . i tell you i'll go crazy . for now i gotta keep feeling motivated because i rly rly want the poly course of my choice . have been deciding on an iphone 4 white or the black berry torch and i rly cant decide . super indecisive i know right but as you know i am rly bad at deciding such stuff . which annoys me apparently . chinese oral for me is just next week and im feeling paranoid about the conversation . im scared i'll just mind blank and stone like a rock infront of the teachers :( sch has been fine , class are as usual funny and all .... nothing much going on actually . which is good i suppose that the path's kinda clear ? for now maybe? enjoy your weekends guys , and i've changed link :)

you've changed and i dont know what you're thinking at all . secretive , so unlike you .

school is reopening in less than 24 hours .

2011-06-26T20:06:00.003+08:00

goodbye dear holidays , welcome2hell sighs:-( completed all my english omg feeling so shiok oh i heard my english tcher is gna be my geog tcher this gets exciting . which means more of work..... i rly cant imagine how crazy i'll be like when sch actually starts and my hair looks screwed like an onion -.- grow faster :( busy watching 我和我的兄弟‧恩 rly touching show . oh & right 鬼鬼 looks pretty and i support her all the way ^^ and 胡宇崴 shuai , i keep see him on the show looks a lot like wuzun . and also i've been watching 美乐。加油 hehe mike he cute or cute ?! best of all 醉後決定愛上你 is like the best show , i love this show most . cus there's 小鬼,張孝全,王傳一,楊丞琳 .... super nice show hehehe 宋傑修 plays a cute role . yah i've been watching plenty of dramas lately and sleeping very late . my eye bags wooo like not obv cus im wearing specs .. talk about shows man , tml sch reopen sure sian diao i need a way to stay awake like maybe toothpicks or something :P:P lets hope i go according to my planner and move with life and my aims . yeah i know you're afraid i'll fall but i'll pick up. i'll do my best ,no more ifs no more what if i can anymore . right now i can and i must because im not gonna make my decision wrong . im afraid cus no support from you wont make me fly any higher if you get what i mean . even mentally you cant tell me i can do it , what more can i do? motivation? friends? they're my only hope left and they never let me down anyways . at this point in time i cant believe youre saying this but i'll have to just put down everything and pretend nothing puts me down . because without you im nothing.

2011-06-18T22:14:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZAqiMCp9zrI
watch this . lee min ho is so cute :')

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enjoy your weekends ..........
its different now , place in my heart's different.

holidays are gonna be over real quick

2011-06-17T23:29:00.000+08:00

hoho went shopping with hannah @ ion bugis and wisma? (: bought some stuff i guess typo was rly cool . but if im rich i would have bought all the pens there , only bought the blue hearts actually turquoise .. planning to get a blackberry torch since my iphone is like dying literally lol. school is reopning in like i see 8 days? see my books alr want faint so i've planned ahead and we'll see how things go . for now i guess its time to mia , but i'll have one last post next week (: miss me. hahas.

16 weeks to o levels.

2011-06-11T10:30:00.000+08:00

old photo (:

let's get geeky >:)

went to flea with jx and g to mel's and got this beautifuly cupcake cute ring for 4.9 gorgeous.

made chocolates with fel ain't they pretty stuff.

this made me feel that spore is so so hot i wish we could bath in ice cream omg.

hey guys , been to two fleas last week . 1 at jln ss and another at scape , shop till my legs were jelly . been sick these few days rejecting my friends going out sorry :( having food poisoning & bad diarrhea but im all better with a lot of sleeping like a koala >:) . yup its sixteen weeks to o levels which means 4 months and not for long im gonna mia this blog . disney channel is showing tarzan , its rly sweet show :') cute ! ytd went to ion calvin klein saw this rly cute wallet im so buying it this tuesday (?) its so cute but i still gotta save money :/ sigh . USS aft o's and now its no more relax its tense and study whole lot now . chi o's sure retake :( concentration , determination , hardwork = results. gtg for a quick bath. rly hot zzzzzzz y no snow . tumblr'in lately , check out yeahs. have a great weekend and fill my formspring with any quest. spread the love.

friends we all need them

2011-06-02T20:33:00.000+08:00

we all miss times like this .

friends come and go , true friends will stay by your side . we never know when or what things happen so im here right now to say they have always been there when i was on my darkest end most of the time . and im pretty sure im such a talkative and problematic person ,... dk how you all tahan me LOL . so ya 9 pm show on channel 8 is very good the police one haha , zheng bing hui damn shuai i swear :P heh k so maybe flea fr weekend? or perhaps coffee & tea relax and chill? ive got plenty homework like 3 compre 3 compo 6 maths include A&E haha . and chem paper and june hols is ending in 3 weeks . and after june hols in 3 months o's .... ffffffffffrk out.haha gotta sleep goodnight.

my heart is empty

2011-05-27T16:29:00.000+08:00

hey guys miss me ? :) im back , been concentrating on intensive chinese to prepare for the upcoming chinese o levels that has been giving me sleepless nights . pretty worried as my chinese is like an F -.- just gonna apply and do what i've got to do ! will be sleeping over granny's as fam's gonna head overseas ....awwwww well have fun guys :) my sis has this annoying friend thats been pissing me off real bad :( so i had this conv with her but you see , she didnt like so she hanged my phone :O i hate her lol . anyway , feilaoshi is super funny during chi lessons LOL rly funny .. i just pray bzbd will be a good topic to write on . bought wrong tys chem bio which i dont take . next time , i'll look for the details instead of the cover which write CHEMISTRY -.- basket. life with no band seriously feels freee and empty ?? what am i saying??? today was like house olympics while i was studying chi in sch uni -.- so sad , k so ya im off nw , jiayou everyone on monday , chinese chinese chinese.!!!!!